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Nadir anlarda o sessizlikle ba\u015f ba\u015fa kald\u0131klar\u0131nda ise; bedenin, beynin ve zihnin alarm zilleri \u00e7almaya ba\u015flar! \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sessizlik ve dinginlik, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc sekine (derin s\u00fck\u00fbnet hali)<\/i>; ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi travma sonucu i\u00e7ine g\u00f6md\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ve unuttu\u011fu \u201c\u015fey\u201di ona tekrar hat\u0131rlatmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r…<\/p>\n

Hemen can\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131r insan\u0131n…<\/p>\n

\u00c7a\u011fr\u0131 D\u00f6rter<\/strong><\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Ayd\u0131nlanma gelenekleri, bilgelik \u00f6\u011fretileri, tasavvuf, varolu\u015f ve insan ili\u015fkisi, insan\u0131n kim ve ne oldu\u011fu, daimi i\u00e7 s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n nedeni, ya\u015fam i\u00e7indeki yeri ve dinlerin k\u00f6keni hakk\u0131nda yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olan Anka\u2019n\u0131n Kanatlar\u0131 serisinin ilk kitab\u0131ndan al\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Yak\u0131n zamanda 2. kitap olan \u201cA\u015fk ve Ejder\u201dden de bir al\u0131nt\u0131 yapaca\u011f\u0131z.<\/span><\/i>
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\n<\/span>\u2013 Neden her \u015feyi unutmu\u015f halde gezmesine izin veriyor be\u015ferin do\u011fas\u0131? Nicesi, hi\u00e7bir \u015fey sormadan ya\u015f\u0131yor ve \u00f6l\u00fcyor… Kendi varolu\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131, bu mucizevi varolu\u015fu merak etmiyor olabilirler mi? Onlar\u0131n k\u0131yam etmesini <\/span>(aya\u011fa kalkmas\u0131n\u0131, varl\u0131k kazanmas\u0131n\u0131)<\/span><\/i> sa\u011flayan Kudret, neden buna izin veriyor?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2013 Bu, onlar\u0131n korunmas\u0131 i\u00e7in…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2013 Nas\u0131l?<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2013 \u0130nsan bedeninin kendini korumak \u00fczere ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6nlemler hayranl\u0131k uyand\u0131racak d\u00fczeydedir… Kimi zaman panik halinde bilmez insan neresinin kesildi\u011fini; ac\u0131 hissetmez… Kimi zaman kayna\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmedi\u011fi bir g\u00fc\u00e7 ve dayan\u0131kl\u0131l\u0131k g\u00f6sterir tehlike an\u0131nda… Nas\u0131l kald\u0131rd\u0131 o a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131? Nas\u0131l ko\u015ftu o mesafeyi? Nas\u0131l dayand\u0131? Anlayamaz…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u015euurun kald\u0131rabilece\u011finden fazlas\u0131yla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ise beyin; alt\u0131ndan kalkamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerini \u00f6rtmekten ba\u015fka \u015fans\u0131 kalmaz…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131klar ve yetersizliklerle dolu bebeklik d\u00f6nemleri hat\u0131rlanmaz…Ani kazalar, o anda silinir haf\u0131zadan…<\/span><\/p>\n

Bazen insanlar…<\/span><\/p>\n

Olaylar… <\/span><\/p>\n

S\u00f6zler…<\/span><\/p>\n

Ancak t\u00fcm insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ortak travmas\u0131; en sars\u0131c\u0131 ve en ak\u0131l almaz olanlardand\u0131r… \u00d6yle ki beyni bu ani, a\u00e7\u0131klanamaz ve rahats\u0131z edici deneyimi tamamen g\u00f6mer ve mesaisinin b\u00fcy\u00fck b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnde onun geri gelmesini engelleyecek geni\u015f \u00e7apl\u0131 \u00f6nlemleri al\u0131r…<\/span><\/p>\n

Travmalar\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fc……. bilinmeyen bir evrende……. bilinmeyen bir d\u00fcnyada…….<\/span><\/p>\n

Bir anda do\u011fmakt\u0131r!<\/span><\/p>\n

Do\u011fman\u0131n dahi ne oldu\u011funu bilmeden… G\u00fclen y\u00fczler; ve bir \u015faplak! Belki de hayat\u0131 boyunca i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feydir insano\u011flunun; \u00fczerinden atamad\u0131\u011f\u0131, o \u015fapla\u011f\u0131n \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131…<\/span><\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131, oyalanacak aktiviteler ve g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc onun emniyet s\u00fcbablar\u0131 oldu\u011fundan, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fcnyay\u0131 \u015fekillendirirken her an bu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fcn var olabilece\u011fi ortamlar yaratma zorunlulu\u011fu hisseder… G\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcl\u00fc \u015fehirlerden g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc dolu tatil b\u00f6lgelerine gitmesi, ko\u015fu\u015fturma dolu bir \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma s\u00fcrecinden sonra aktivite dolu tatillere \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131, onun bo\u015f zamanlar\u0131nda \u201csessiz kalma korkusu\u201dna kar\u015f\u0131 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6nlemlerdir… \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve bilmedi\u011fi bir yabanc\u0131yla yaln\u0131z kalmaktan korkar insano\u011flu… \u00d6zellikle de; \u201cKendi\u201dsiyle…<\/p>\n

Bu nedenle g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc onun en derin ba\u011f\u0131ml\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, en yo\u011fun zikri, en b\u00fcy\u00fck afyonudur… Bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 anlam\u0131 ve dolduramad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bo\u015flu\u011fu unutma yoludur… Ve her \u015feyi; ama her \u015feyi bu ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f i\u00e7in kullanabilir\u2026 En de\u011ferli Hakikat s\u00f6zlerini dahi\u2026<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Do\u011fan\u0131n \u201cb\u00fcy\u00fck travma\u201dy\u0131 atlatabilmesi i\u00e7in insano\u011fluna verdi\u011fi en b\u00fcy\u00fck arma\u011fand\u0131r gaflet… Bu d\u00fcnyada hayretten akl\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmemesi ve i\u015flerini g\u00f6rebilmesi i\u00e7in bah\u015fedilen unutkanl\u0131k hali; hayata bir ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 yapabilmesi i\u00e7in bir nimet gibidir… Bu \u015fekilde, sanki hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmam\u0131\u015f gibi her g\u00fcn i\u015flerine gidip, evlerine d\u00f6nebilsin diye insanlar… Yan etkisi; bu hayret verici varolu\u015fun ortas\u0131nda; \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n kendili\u011finden yanmas\u0131n\u0131 bekleme e\u011filimidir… \u00a0Evlenir, aileler kurar, \u00e7ocuk sahibi olurlar… <\/span>(\u201cI\u015f\u0131klarla ilgileniriz bir ara…\u201d)<\/span><\/i> E\u011fitim g\u00f6r\u00fcr, i\u015f sahibi olur, tatillere \u00e7\u0131kar, spor yapar, politika ve sosyal faaliyetlerle u\u011fra\u015f\u0131rlar… <\/span>(\u201cI\u015f\u0131klar var m\u0131yd\u0131?\u201d)<\/span><\/i> Birbirleriyle g\u00fcnl\u00fck hayat\u0131n ini\u015f-\u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 konu\u015furlar… <\/span>(\u201cBelki de yoktu…\u201d)<\/span><\/i> Ve say\u0131s\u0131z u\u011fra\u015f edinirler… <\/span>(\u201cNe \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131?..\u201d)<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

T\u00fcm bunlar\u0131n temelinde ka\u00e7t\u0131klar\u0131 \u015fey nedir? Hat\u0131rlamak…<\/span><\/p>\n

Nadir anlarda o sessizlikle ba\u015f ba\u015fa kald\u0131klar\u0131nda ise; bedenin, beynin ve zihnin alarm zilleri \u00e7almaya ba\u015flar! \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sessizlik ve dinginlik, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc sekine <\/span>(derin s\u00fck\u00fbnet hali)<\/span><\/i>; ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi travma sonucu i\u00e7ine g\u00f6md\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ve unuttu\u011fu \u201c\u015fey\u201di ona tekrar hat\u0131rlatmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r…<\/span><\/p>\n

Hemen can\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131r insan\u0131n… <\/span><\/p>\n

Bu durum biraz daha devam ederse; o bo\u015fluk, o sessizlik korkutucu olmaya ba\u015flar… Bazen bir kitap akl\u0131n\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tmas\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flar… Belki bir ses veya biraz m\u00fczik, derinlerde her ne varsa onun (veya O\u2019nun) geri gelmesini \u00f6nler… Kimi zaman da d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler ko\u015far imdad\u0131na; ge\u00e7mi\u015f veya gelece\u011fe ait…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201c\u015e\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun… <\/span><\/p>\n

Kap\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131…\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2013 Ve hep bu \u015fekilde mi gider?<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2013 D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131, oyalanacak aktiviteler ve g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc onun emniyet s\u00fcbablar\u0131 oldu\u011fundan, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fcnyay\u0131 \u015fekillendirirken her an bu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fcn var olabilece\u011fi ortamlar yaratma zorunlulu\u011fu hisseder… G\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcl\u00fc \u015fehirlerden g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc dolu tatil b\u00f6lgelerine gitmesi, ko\u015fu\u015fturma dolu bir \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma s\u00fcrecinden sonra aktivite dolu tatillere \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131, onun bo\u015f zamanlar\u0131nda \u201csessiz kalma korkusu\u201dna kar\u015f\u0131 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6nlemlerdir… \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve bilmedi\u011fi bir yabanc\u0131yla yaln\u0131z kalmaktan korkar insano\u011flu… \u00d6zellikle de; \u201cKendi\u201dsiyle…<\/span><\/p>\n

Bu nedenle g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc onun en derin ba\u011f\u0131ml\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, en yo\u011fun zikri, en b\u00fcy\u00fck afyonudur… Bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 anlam\u0131 ve dolduramad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bo\u015flu\u011fu unutma yoludur… Ve her \u015feyi; ama her \u015feyi bu ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f i\u00e7in kullanabilir\u2026 En de\u011ferli Hakikat s\u00f6zlerini dahi\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

Peygamberlerin, velilerin, ayd\u0131nlanm\u0131\u015f insanlar\u0131n yanlar\u0131nda bir \u00f6m\u00fcr ge\u00e7iren y\u00fczbinlerle, onlar\u0131n yolunu devam ettirebilen birka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n say\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 oranlarsan, neden bahsedildi\u011fini anlaman daha kolay olur…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2013 Kimileri daha farkl\u0131 e\u011filimler g\u00f6steriyor, de\u011fil mi?<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2013 Kimilerinde, do\u011fan\u0131n ve toplumun ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 seri \u00f6nlemlere ra\u011fmen a\u00e7\u0131klanamaz e\u011filimler ortaya \u00e7\u0131kar… Hayat\u0131 yolunda(!) giderken, o, ortaya \u00e7\u0131kan farkl\u0131 bir sezgi taraf\u0131ndan d\u00fcrt\u00fclmeye ba\u015flar: \u201cBen kimim? Nereden geldim? Nereye gidiyorum? Burada neler oluyor?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Al\u0131\u015f\u0131lmad\u0131k bir \u015fekilde, kitlelerin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye kar\u015f\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fck kalkan\u0131 olan \u201cbunlar\u0131 fazla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek iyi de\u011fildir\u201d slogan\u0131 da onu yolundan \u00e7evirememi\u015ftir… Bu slogan\u0131 benimseyenlerin zaten ak\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7oktan g\u00fcnl\u00fck oyunlar\u0131na kurban etmi\u015f olduklar\u0131n\u0131 idrak etmeye ba\u015flar… <\/span><\/p>\n

Bir i\u015f bulmak i\u00e7in ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 e\u011fitimin ve karn\u0131n\u0131 doyurmak i\u00e7in yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u015fin, zamanla \u2018kimli\u011fi ve hayat\u0131\u2019 halini ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bir anl\u0131k kavray\u0131\u015f\u0131 dahi, genellikle o insan\u0131n y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc bir daha geri d\u00f6nmemecesine de\u011fi\u015ftirecektir…<\/span><\/p>\n

Kimileri buna uyanma s\u00fcrecinin ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131 dese de; travma sonucu olu\u015fturduklar\u0131 oyuncaklarla son derece ciddi oyunlar oynayanlar\u0131n kurdu\u011fu sisteme ayk\u0131r\u0131 ve yabanc\u0131 olan bu e\u011filim, sistem doktorlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7o\u011fu taraf\u0131ndan \u015f\u00fcpheyle kar\u015f\u0131lanacakt\u0131r… Bilgileri d\u00e2hilinde olmayan bir durum, onlar\u0131n g\u00f6zlemlenen semptomlara isim takmas\u0131na engel de\u011fildir… Nas\u0131l isim takm\u0131\u015fsa be\u015fer \u201csonsuzluk\u201d ve \u201cYaradan\u201da, ne olduklar\u0131n\u0131 idrak edememesine ra\u011fmen; g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc her \u201cfarkl\u0131 olan\u201da da isim takabilir; ayn\u0131 \u015fekilde… B\u00f6ylece d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a \u201cbilmiyorum\u201d veya \u201canlam\u0131yorum\u201d demekten kurtulurken, kendi benliklerindeki \u00f6z imajlar\u0131n\u0131n da dengesini korumu\u015f olurlar…<\/span><\/p>\n

Toplumca makul ve kabul edilebilir d\u00fczeyde bir sorgulama ancak arada s\u0131rada \u201cSahi ne yap\u0131yoruz burada, de\u011fil mi?\u201d diye sormak ve kahveden bir yudum daha almak yo\u011funlu\u011funda olmal\u0131d\u0131r… Buna inanan kalabal\u0131klar i\u00e7in bundan fazlas\u0131 \u201cger\u00e7ekten fazla\u201d olacakt\u0131r… Ve bundan fazlas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcndeme geldi\u011fi anlarda tek \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm \u201coradan gazla\u201d olacakt\u0131r… Bir yandan da b\u00f6ylesine mizah doludur insano\u011flu…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cCanl\u0131 olmak\u201d la \u201cya\u015famak\u201d ayn\u0131 \u015fey midir? Bitki veya hayvan olmak ister miyiz, onlar da \u201ccanl\u0131\u201d diye? \u00d6l\u00fcm gibi mi gelir, bu -onlara g\u00f6re y\u00fcksek- bilincimizi kaybetmek? Ya\u015fam bilin\u00e7le \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcyorsa e\u011fer, ne kadar fark\u0131nday\u0131z olup bitenin? Ve ne kadar \u201ccanl\u0131\u201d?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Travman\u0131n sonucunda girdi\u011fi r\u00fcya durumundan uyanmak isteyen bir birey, kimi toplumlarda hemen g\u00f6zetim alt\u0131na al\u0131narak normale(!) d\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fclmek \u00fczere yard\u0131m(!) g\u00f6r\u00fcr. \u00c7evrelerince yap\u0131lan uzun telkinler sonucunda kitlesel \u00a0r\u00fcyaya tekrar kat\u0131lmay\u0131 se\u00e7enler; travmatik toplumlar\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan sevin\u00e7 ve co\u015fkuyla kar\u015f\u0131lan\u0131rlar… S\u00f6zde tedavileri(!) tamamlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r! Bu sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131(!) halinin devam\u0131 art\u0131k yak\u0131n \u00e7evresinin bir yandan g\u00fcnl\u00fck telkinleri s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fcrken, bir yandan da ona \u201cyeni me\u015fguliyetler\u201d yaratmas\u0131na ba\u011fl\u0131 \u00a0olacakt\u0131r… Kimileri bu \u201ctoplumsal \u00e7aba\u201dy\u0131; r\u00fcyalar\u0131ndan memnun olan kitlelerin deliliklerini savunma refleksi olarak yorumlar… Baz\u0131 toplumlar ise, o bireyde bir \u201cpotansiyel\u201din harekete ge\u00e7ti\u011fine inan\u0131r ve bu duruma destek olurlar… Ancak bu birey, toplumunun genel anlay\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla \u00e7eli\u015fecek cevaplara ve idrak mertebesine ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, alaca\u011f\u0131 tepkiler yine ayn\u0131 olacakt\u0131r: Onu maddi de\u011fil ama toplumca kabul edilmi\u015f spirit\u00fcel bir r\u00fcyaya geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcrme \u00e7abas\u0131. Kendi g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerine…<\/span><\/p>\n

Bu bireylerden nicesi, sezdiklerinin derinliklerine indik\u00e7e \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 sonu\u00e7lara ula\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 ilan etmi\u015flerdir… Okullar\u0131 yak\u0131lmadan, \u00e7arm\u0131ha gerilmeden, derileri y\u00fcz\u00fclmeden hemen evvel…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cDuydun mu intihar\u0131n\u0131 be\u015feriyetin?<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Kendi okulunu yakm\u0131\u015f \u00f6nce\u2026 <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Ard\u0131ndan kendi derisini y\u00fczm\u00fc\u015f\u2026 <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Tam da g\u00f6z\u00fcne girdi\u011fine inanm\u0131\u015fken O\u2019nun\u2026 <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Ard\u0131nda; \u015fehrinin yand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u2026\u201d<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Bu de\u011ferli insanlar, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n, varolu\u015fun fark\u0131ndal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan neredeyse tamamen uzakla\u015farak hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmam\u0131\u015f gibi davranmada son derece istekli olanlar\u0131n i\u015fletti\u011fi bir r\u00fcya makinas\u0131 gibi kendi etraf\u0131nda d\u00f6n\u00fcp gitmekte oldu\u011funu dile getirmi\u015flerdir… Do\u011fanlar bu r\u00fcyay\u0131 g\u00f6rmek \u00fczere e\u011fitilmekte, programlanmakta ve onlar da \u00e7ocuklar\u0131na bu r\u00fcyay\u0131 g\u00f6rmeyi \u00f6\u011fretmektedirler… Bir anda ortaya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131verdikleri ve hi\u00e7bir b\u00fcy\u00fck soruya cevap bulamad\u0131klar\u0131 bu varolu\u015f onlar\u0131 o kadar rahats\u0131z etmi\u015ftir ki, \u00e7ocukluklar\u0131nda sorduklar\u0131 hakiki sorulardan \u00fcmidini kesip, sorgulamadan ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fini di\u011ferlerine aktaran, otomatik ve programl\u0131 robotlar olmay\u0131 se\u00e7mi\u015flerdir bir\u00e7o\u011fu…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2013Peki kim ya\u015f\u0131yordur o hayatlar\u0131?<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2013 Tabular, inan\u00e7lar, gelenekler, g\u00f6renekler, huylar, saplant\u0131lar ya\u015far insanlar \u00fczerinden… Tek ya\u015famayan ise; o insanlar\u0131n \u201ckendileri\u201d dir…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2013 Ama bir yandan da d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan -i\u00e7lerimizde ne olursa olsun- birbirine benzer canl\u0131lar olarak g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyoruz…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2013 \u201cCanl\u0131 olmak\u201d la \u201cya\u015famak\u201d ayn\u0131 \u015fey midir? Bitki veya hayvan olmak ister miyiz, onlar da \u201ccanl\u0131\u201d diye? \u00d6l\u00fcm gibi mi gelir, bu -onlara g\u00f6re y\u00fcksek- bilincimizi kaybetmek? Ya\u015fam bilin\u00e7le \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcyorsa e\u011fer, ne kadar fark\u0131nday\u0131z olup bitenin? Ve ne kadar \u201ccanl\u0131\u201d?<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2013 \u015eimdi anl\u0131yorum…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2013 Afyon arar insano\u011flu kendisiyle y\u00fczle\u015fmekten ka\u00e7mak, kurtulmak i\u00e7in… Ve arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da bulur \u00e7o\u011funlukla, bu afyon zengini d\u00fcnyada… Elbette \u201cafyon\u201d yazmaz buldu\u011funun \u00fczerinde… Ciddi, \u00f6nemli ve yararl\u0131 bir i\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnmelidir… Sadece di\u011ferlerine de\u011fil; ba\u015fta kendine…<\/span><\/p>\n

Bu ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131 hakl\u0131d\u0131r bir bak\u0131ma…<\/span><\/p>\n

Egosunun sars\u0131lmas\u0131ndansa, uyu\u015farak dalmak r\u00fcyaya…<\/span><\/p>\n

Daha \u00e7ekici…<\/span><\/p>\n

Daha kolay…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2013 Uyanmak isteyen ne yapacakt\u0131r peki? Kime anlatacakt\u0131r i\u00e7indekileri? Kiminle payla\u015facakt\u0131r?<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2013 Kendi i\u00e7indekiyle dost olana kimselerin dost olamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftir, onlardan biri… Uyumay\u0131 seven, onu uyand\u0131racak her \u015feye d\u00fc\u015fman olacakt\u0131r… Bu; kendi hakikati, \u00f6z\u00fc veya ruhu olsa dahi…<\/span><\/p>\n

Uyanmak isteyen; toplumu i\u00e7inde yaln\u0131z olacakt\u0131r…<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00dcstelik bu, kalabal\u0131klarla giderilemez cinsten bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131k olacakt\u0131r…<\/span><\/p>\n

Sadece bu derde sahip bir di\u011feri…<\/span><\/p>\n

Bu kalabal\u0131k ama \u0131ss\u0131z evrende…<\/span><\/p>\n

Bir dost…<\/span><\/p>\n

“Bir dost…\u201d<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

B\u00f6yle bir dostu tan\u0131makla tan\u0131mamak aras\u0131ndaki fark, hayatiydi! <\/span><\/p>\n

Ne kadar co\u015fkuya kap\u0131l\u0131rsa kap\u0131ls\u0131n, k\u0131sa s\u00fcre i\u00e7inde g\u00fcnl\u00fck hayat\u0131n dinamikleri taraf\u0131ndan sindirilen ve kaybedilen \u201cyola devam etme g\u00fcc\u00fc\u201dn\u00fc ona her seferinde geri veren \u201cbir dost\u201d… <\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f alan\u0131 d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda kalan say\u0131s\u0131z engele dikkat \u00e7eken, ona ayna tutan, bilmedi\u011fi bu yolda her ihtiya\u00e7 duydu\u011funda dayanabilece\u011fi \u201cbir dost\u201d…<\/span><\/p>\n

Kitaplarda yazanlar\u0131 i\u00e7inde diriltmi\u015f ve elinden tuttu\u011funu da her seferinde ayn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yapmaya tahrik eden \u201cbir dost\u201d…<\/span><\/p>\n

Belki de \u00f6m\u00fcrler boyu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnse anlayamayaca\u011f\u0131 noktalar\u0131 ona bir s\u00f6zle, bir imle, bir hareketle g\u00f6steren ve i\u00e7sel d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlerini bir anda \u00e7\u00f6zen \u201cbir dost\u201d…<\/span><\/p>\n

Her seferinde, kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan i\u00e7inde bir \u015feyler d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f olarak ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cbir dost\u201d…<\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fcklerini s\u00f6ylemekten \u00e7ekinmeyen, yeri geldi\u011finde s\u0131ra d\u0131\u015f\u0131 bir a\u00e7\u0131kl\u0131kla bunu yaparken, yeri geldi\u011finde d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en \u015fefkat dolu insan\u0131 olabilen \u201cbir dost\u201d…<\/span><\/p>\n

Kendisinin de d\u00e2hil oldu\u011fu uyurgezerler d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda, uyanm\u0131\u015f \u201cbir dost\u201d…<\/span><\/p>\n

Ona, maddi bir bedel bir yana, bir te\u015fekk\u00fcr dahi talep edilmeden verilen bu paha bi\u00e7ilmez nefeslerin ve emeklerin hakk\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l \u00f6deyebilirdi?<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cHi\u00e7 bo\u015funa debelenme…\u201d demi\u015fti bir keresinde ona; \u201cdavet ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n menzile y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye devam etmekten ba\u015fka \u00f6deme kabul etmeyiz…\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

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Konunun daha detayl\u0131 anla\u015f\u0131lmas\u0131 amac\u0131yla kaleme al\u0131nan ve \u00fccretsiz sunulan e-kitaplara buradan ula\u015fabilirsiniz:<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hayvanlar kendileriyle bar\u0131\u015f halindedirler, i\u00e7 s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 yoktur. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc her ne \u00fczere yarat\u0131lm\u0131\u015flarsa onu yaparlar ve tam olarak kendileridirler. T\u00fcm bunlar aras\u0131ndan sadece \u2018be\u015fer\u2019 her daim s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131dad\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o, kendini\u2026","rel":"","context":""Say\u0131: 12" i\u00e7inde","block_context":{"text":"Say\u0131: 12","link":"https:\/\/3gozdergisi.com\/?cat=552"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"","width":0,"height":0},"classes":[]},{"id":490,"url":"https:\/\/3gozdergisi.com\/?p=490","url_meta":{"origin":987,"position":4},"title":"Say\u0131 12: Se\u00e7im","author":"dergi","date":"21 Ekim 2017","format":false,"excerpt":"Se\u00e7im konusunu\u00a0haz\u0131rlarken d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck ki, okurlar\u0131m\u0131z da kendi hayatlar\u0131ndaki se\u00e7imlerini yaparken, bunun ger\u00e7ekten kendi \u00f6zg\u00fcr se\u00e7imleri mi, yoksa aile, \u00e7evre ve di\u011fer etmenler k\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ortaya \u00e7\u0131kan bir iradeyi kabul ederek yapt\u0131klar\u0131 bir se\u00e7im mi oldu\u011funu, bir anl\u0131\u011f\u0131na da olsa sorgulas\u0131nlar. 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